sunnuntai 5. lokakuuta 2014

Note to myself: Never, ever, again party two days in a row and on fly the following day.  Definitely a bad idea. Let me repeat that: BAD IDEA! If the brightness wont make you crazy and the nausea wont make you ask why even bother to live the "ergonomically" designed flight seats will surely numb you arms and bum. Having a nap with a maximum lateral flexion and rotation in your cervical spine will eventually lead to some neural symptoms. 

-Ooooh... that's C7 nerve root! And there's the T1... wait. Did I just loose the function of my arm?!

People at work have been extremely understanding and I managed to make a short trip to Finland and organize my future life there. I'll have a job now and hopefully the flat will get sorted out soonish as well. 

So when you get this much done it's time to celebrate! That's why you'll have a girls cruise to Tallinna with Anne, Jenny and Noora and continue the next day to Johanna's birthday party like a boss. The night included double vodka drinks, dancing, some game room time till 6am (Anne fetched me 3-4ish when I already wore my night dress all prepared to sleep: "Hey Kiki.... No. KIKI NO! Put the party gear back on!"(And at the game room where I learned I will never be a good driver. Who drives to the wrong direction and spins around at the same time?!) A guy who thought I was somebody else (ex-girlfriend?! I still got the bruises on my arm from his assaulting behavior).

My short holiday break also included some good food, catching up with my family and cousin, cinema visit with Topi. (Sin City : A Dame to Kill For.  Brilliant movie! Sex, power, violence and blood stretched to the extreme.)

I also learned a great deal about myself. I can be such a queen diva bitch at times! I know you guys are aware of that by now... BUT I found myself reacting like an extra strong gunpowder would when in touch with fire. 

When did I become this easily triggered?!

Then it hit me: Lack of gym, situation back home, my shoulder, new beginning&starting over again, moving from one country to another... 

All of these things are stressful by themselves yet I'm having them all at once...? No wonder I become more emotional about the things that really matter to me!

There's only one solution.

GYM. I need my rush of endorphins from the gym and some  Zumba time!

Sorry for the lack of pictures. I still have one or two things to learn from my phone and it's functions But here's one of the songs by Kaija K crystallizing the theme of the weekend.